It's all said & done

I know its time to decide I know I have to take a call
Because lately all this has sabotaged my peace of mind
And now I want to vent it out
Yes we have a connection
It's Not something I can ignore
We can stay months without talking
But when we start its hard to stop
Between us there's respect & ample amount of care
There's understanding that we share
We have seen each other evolve
We have shared lot of dilemmas & laughed on lot of jokes
We stand by each other when others call it a day
We have fought , laughed & together seen alot
But that's all there it is to us
Between us it wasn't love
It was friendship
Pure & serene
Like a vault around terene

My Angel

There's a devil in me 
A devil so strong & mighty
A devil that makes me angry , jeolous , distant & selfish
A devil that always has excuse for my behavior
A devil that scares me & keeps me alone
I am trying to fight it 
I fall but I stand again
Because this time I won't give in 
This time the devil in me won't win
This time I won't loose focus
This time I won't give up my goal
This time I won't give in to my fears
This time I won't run away from love 
Because every night has a day 
Every death has a birth
Every weakness has a strength 
Every wrong has a right
So I am trying to hold my ground 
I am trying to be strong
There's a voice in my heart that wispers " keep moving on "
A smile returns on my lips 
& calms me for a while 
So this time bring it on whatever life has in store for me 
As this time I won't loose in life 
Because my angel is by my side

An Ode To MY friend Tweety

I thought I would pen something down for you

However words are hard to find 

But for you my pal I would try 

You have been my guiding light 

In times of distress you were always by my side 

We never had long conversations

Yet they are precious & benign

With time our friendship has only magnified

I admire your intelligence & adore your eyes

I love the passion you have for your work & life 

You are not just my 4 am friend 

But you are a part of my soul 

Everything you say or do is so plenary & whole

You are a gentleman

With me you have always been so gracious & prized

Full credits to your parents as your their masterstroke

Your a person so brilliant , honest & loving 

You are helpful & so forgiving

You will always be eulogized

You are priceless for me

I am glad to have met you in my lifetime

I feel blessed that our friendship has stood the test of time

I revere our treks & our question answer rounds 

I like talking to you about my dreams & sharing my favourite songs

Finally I only want to say 
Have a joyous life ahead 


& A very rocking birthday

Your a Wonderful Friend

Five long years & still going strong

A journey so wondrous & moments so warm

With memories so cherished & dear

I still remember you sitting on your desk & missing your mom

You looked like a 6 year old kid with your cap on 

Your eyes were so innocent 

Your heart so pure

In that instant who knew we would be best friends after all

It's been an awesome ride 

With lots of ups & couple of tides 

However together we overcame all

Knowing you has been an adventure 

Because with you I have experienced some beautiful feelings & some heartfelt emotions

Your a person so brilliant , so loving & caring

With a terrific mind & a strong upbringing

I feel lucky after all these years we are still together 

With an unbreakable trust , undying respect & an intriguing understanding 

The miles have only deepened our friendship

People have come & gone 

Some relationships have blossomed & some are deceased

But ours is a friendship so different & so unique

Because for others to understand it they either have to be you or me......

Clouds

How many times have you watched the clouds drifting away ? How do you feel ? Isn't it hypnotic to see their slow & sorcerous movement ? Well i always look at them & feel that i wish i could flow with them . You know go to different places , encounter new people , hear new stories & have the freedom to be where ever i want. I feel clouds have seen & heard alot because of their constant motility , hence  are satiated with trillions of stories deep down . Besides when it rains , its their way of communicating with the earthlings & assuring them that we aren't alone , we are being heard & this too shall pass..........

Some More Notes By Me

Sometimes life becomes so monotonous that we fight with our own belief systems to change it.

Some More Notes By Me............

Sometimes even with everyone around us , we feel lonely. There's so much to share but we just don't know with whom . It is during these times that we need to look after ourselves because if we do then we are ready for  tomorrow but if we can't then its time we put our guards down & let someone in............

My Notes

1) Raise your glasses & welcome " LIFE " .
2) Cede to love & be mesmerized by its magic .
3) It's hard to conquer our emotions & harder to fight them .
4) Faith is all i have , Hope is all i got
    no matter what, it is i am not giving up . 

Love

Love is the most powerful emotion in the world . With love on our side we can conquer our fears , we can know life's great secrets & we can encounter world's wisdom like never before.

When love comes our way we should cede to it fully . We should not question it neither doubt it but just welcome it . The reason people loose out on love is because they associate it with pain , hurt , jealousy , disappointments , boundedness , expectations , guilt & fear . What most of us brush off is that love is above this .

Love is a divine feeling of giving , forgiving , patience , hope , faith , passion , compassion , goodness & confidence . Love is magical . When we have love in our heart we feel reposed & alive . To feel love its important to listen to our heart . Feel love for yourself , admire your imperfections & faults . Soon you'l realize how awing the world is .

We have to give a chance to love , its like going to buy sweets , you will not come to know which one is nice till you don't taste it . Similarly you will always have to believe in love & whenever it comes your way , open your arms & embrace it ..............................



                                                                     Have Faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I met YOU !!!

When I met u , I instantly found a connection
I became fond of u because I discoverd lot of semblances
With u I could be me
No pretentions , no drama & nothing falsie
Together we've shared some of the best moments
Nonetheless we hit a rough patch
Life played its game  & we disconnected
Inspite of all the divurgences & the scuffles
We couldn't remain disassociated for long
With you there is a lot of succor
With you I don't have to heft my thoughts
You have seen me through all
Neither are you judgemental nor you find faults
You always listen to me
You always hear me out
There were times when I thought it was over
Times when I thought I had reached the edge
Times I felt my faith was clinched
But Just when I was about to abjure
I felt a sudden rush
The surrounding became calm & tranquil
& that's when I knew just like the vault envelopes the terrene
You will always be with me.

Life : As we know it

Moments go by , but memories stay in our heart. People you once loved are no longer your part, things you once wanted are no longer in your wish list. Thats life volatile & ever evolving. Flow with it & embrace it with your arms , because only then you'l survive it & love it.

What do you do ?

What do you do , when the people you trusted start doubting you ?

What do you do when the situations & people around you are beyond your inclusion ?

The more you try to figure out stuff , the more you get entangled in life's ramifications.

You feel all lost & thwarted,

You feel all hope is gone .

You want to shout & scream , but instead you stay still & watch how life goes on......................

Ataraxis

Life is not bed of roses ,

but its not a blanket of thorns too ,

life's not all easy  &  giving however its not dark dungeons too ,

Life is all about sticking to your ground , giving your best shot .

Having faith in lord  &  bringing smiles on all the faces  you meet in your path ,

Coz everyone is fighting their own battles ,

Coz everyone is seeking to fill the void that has been haunting them since time immemorial.

Be glad to be alive & appreciate the little things of life ,

Enjoy the morning sunshine, listen to the bird's chirping .

Have a cup of coffee with your loved one , say something nice to someone ,

Forgive those who have hurt you & forget such moments , 

PROBABLY ITS HARD , BUT THEN THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO  FIND ETERNAL ATARAXIS..................

Life

Life is beautiful , well we all have heard this phrase somewhere or the other  but today i want to  ask you what do u like about your life or do u like your life ? Whatever your answer is you have thought about it & answered isn't it ? Anyways for those who love their life  keep loving it love every moment , love everyone , love your past , love your present & then  your future would be magical.

I know you must b thinking well she's preaching the same old stuff  & i agree but  i know somewhere everyone wants to be heard , to be understood ,  and thats what i am going to do . I am not here to be a preacher i am not that well qualified neither am i so experienced but i have learnt to deal with my fears , i have learnt how to forget a bad experience and feel excited about the amazing surprises that life has in store for me , i have learnt to let go and forgive well honestly am still learning but its been great & you know why because now i m @ peace with myself  , now i am happier & i know you want to feel this too .

Well you can its easy i am just going to tell you 2 words & it will change your world , u'l be happier , u'l be calm , u'l be positive & the 2 words are HAVE FAITH. Simple & sweet .

Have faith in god , in your own capabilities & then this world is your oyster . Just think about what faith means to you , have you ever experienced it , have you ever felt something magical in your life , do  you believe in miracles ?  Post me your views i'l be very happy to hear from you & guess what there would be someone who might just find an answer to his/her problem in your experience so open up share your views because we want to hear from you  . It has been really nice talking to you i already feel that your a part of my world & that your my friend . 

 Remember the trinity Faith . hope & love let these words seep into you . Think what they mean to you & you'l be surprised with your answers . I wish all of you a very Happy New Year god bless you all , stay happy & safe.

COMPETITION

" COMPETITION " what does this word mean to you , how does it make you feel ?

 Its a common feeling among people that there's limitation of resources in this world & you have to compete with others in order to get what you want whether its the job  , the money , the house , the car , the relatinships whatever it is ,  U FEEL YOU HAVE TO COMPETE TO GET ALLLLLLLLLLLL OF THIS ..........   This entire concept of competition is based on one thing & thats " LACK . "
Lack is the enemy because thinking lack produces lack in your life . That's why competition is not a state of mind to be in .

There are 2 state of  minds you can be in & they are mutually exclusive  i.e. you cant be in both the state of minds . The 1st state of mind is     " COMPETITIVE " , thinking you have to compete for everything & the 2nd state of mind is " CREATIVE "  & this is the state of mind that you should always choose to be in .

Now dont think of lack , think that your surrounded by abundance of all good at all times . There's more than enough to go around at everytime for everyone . Now i know you feel well this is all crap all good things are taken , there's lack & what not , guess what initially i was in that place too . But in reality there's a whole stream of abundance out there , we are talking about Universe . We cant even imagine how big it is , how gigantic & enormous it is . So how can you think that there is lack coz we are all part of this Universe YOU , ME & EVERYONE .......

If you want a better job , partner , house or anything then you should create it & by that i mean experience the joy of having it now , feel that its already  yours , you dont have to compete with others for WHAT'S YOURS .  You know we live in a world where we think DOG EATS DOG that there's tough competition out there . I am here to say well there is IF YOU COMPETE !!!!

You should keep saying to yourself  I no longer compete , i no longer play that game there's abundance of good stuff & am letting it come in my life .

See what ever you want already exists all you have to do is feel it & once you do that you see miracles happening , life changing , you experience tremendous joy , happiness , love YOU START FEELING AMAZING & guess what life give you more of that !!!!!!!!!!!

                      " Whatever you want so shall you be "
                                                                                  Anonymous

For years you been living with the idea of competition & i know it does not make you happy  so now why not change this state of mind say out loud " THERE'S ALOT OF GOOD FOR ME IN THIS WORLD ." Let this feeling seep in enjoy the gift of life ...................
                                                HAVE FAITH!!!!!!!!!!

Happy New Year

New year brings with it :  
newfangled hopes, beginnings, paths , destinations , people , relationships , ideas , freshness , laughter , opportunities , miracles , happiness , love , aspirations , determination , mornings & nights .

 Well yes new year brings with it a bracing & an unexampled start  . Wishing all a very happy & prosperous 2013.